What do you seek?
With thanks to Mary Zahl.
“I Threw It All Away” is a nice alternate take of a track on Nashville Skyline which is also very nice. A curiosity.
“Railroad Bill” is a spirited version, with some spirited harmonica work, of an old folk song. I could listen to Dylan cover old songs he likes forever, because they show him in direct communication with the roots of his own compositions, and he often renders them with a heartfelt emotion or enthusiasm he could be reluctant to display on original works. A treasure.
It’s also great to hear Dylan cover songs by his contemporaries, which he does with the same heartfelt commitment, a sign of his artistic humility and good taste. “Thirsty Boots” by Eric Anderson is such a cover — you can tell that Dylan really admires it and wants to do it justice. A treasure.
“This Evening So Soon” is another old folk song which Dylan performs with obvious delight, relishing the disjointed narrative and the bold, disturbing images, characteristics of many of his own songs. A treasure.
“These Hands” is a very special treasure. Written by Eddie Noack in the 50’s and recorded by Johnny Cash on his album of religious songs Hymns From the Heart, released in 1962, the song celebrates the simple values of a working man — labor and faith. It points the way to the celebration of simple virtues on New Morning, and is sung by Dylan with absolute sincerity and feeling. Much later, Dylan’s song “Working Man’s Blues” would mine the same territory. It’s hard to imagine the creator of Blonde On Blonde performing this song with such plainness and devotion, but that’s Dylan for you, a Protean artist if there ever was one.
“In Search Of Little Sadie” is another stripped-down version of a song which appeared on Self Potrait with overdubs. It’s a different interpretation of “Little Sadie”, which also appeared on Self Potrait with overdubs and in this collection in a rawer state. Here, Dylan emphasizes (some might say overemphasizes) the anguish of the song, a cry of bewilderment and despair. It’s interesting to compare the two interpretations, here and on Self Portrait, but not all that interesting in either context. A curiosity.
“House Carpenter” is yet another old folk song about a woman who leaves the security of a good home and family for the love of a seafarer, and pays a terrible price. The crooning voice Dylan used on “Pretty Saro”, a lament which turns on the same theme of security versus passion, is left behind here for a raw and tense delivery, more in keeping with the violent denouement. A treasure.
“All the Tired Horses” is a strange number, consisting of a single couplet — “All the tired horses in de sun/How’m I supposed to get any riding done?” — sung over and over by a few female singers, without Dylan’s participation. It has a kind of incantatory power, and may well sum up Dylan’s basic feeling at this point in his career — a sense that the inspirations which had carried him this far were becoming exhausted. It appeared on Self Portrait with syrupy orchestral overdubs, and is presented here without the overdubs. The overdubs were actually sort of witty — the bombast of them emphasized the stark simplicity of the stunt, and made the track more interesting. The raw track here is a curiosity.
As I’ve written, this new box set of songs from Dylan’s vaults is a grab-bag of curiosities interspersed with some genuine treasures.
“Went To See the Gypsy” is a curiosity — a demo of a song that appeared eventually on New Morning with sharpened lyrics and a more committed vocal. It’s interesting to hear Dylan working his way into the song here but the demo offers no revelations.
“Little Sadie” is another curiosity — the basic track of a song that appeared on Self Portrait with overdubs. Again, interesting but not revelatory.
“Pretty Saro”, a track that didn’t make it onto Self Portrait, is a treasure — an old folk ballad sweetly sung in Dylan’s Nashville Skyline croon but with deeper emotion than he mustered for anything on that earlier album. Dylan’s melodic embellishments here seem motivated by genuine feeling. It’s a lovely performance of a very sad song.
“Alberta #3” is an alternate take of a song on Self Portrait, not noticeably better but solid and enjoyable. A curiosity.
“Spanish Is The Loving Tongue”, with Dylan accompanying himself on piano, is a lesser version of the track he released as the B-side of “Watching the River Flow”, which is one of my all-time favorite Dylan performances. Hearing him work his way towards that later, definitive version ranks as another curiosity.
“Annie’s Going To Sing Her Song’ is a treasure — a strong and respectful cover of a wonderful, wry Tom Paxton song.
“Time Passes Slowly #1” is a startlingly ill-considered arrangement of one of the finest, simplest, most touching songs on New Morning. For some reason Dylan punches it out here as though he’s trying to hide its delicate lyricism. A curiosity.
“Only A Hobo” is a treasure — an impassioned 1971 performance of an impassioned song written by Dylan at the beginning of his career in his purest “homage to Woody Guthrie” mode.
“Minstral Boy” is another treasure, from an earlier period than most of the songs on this collection, relevant because it represents a crude version in progress of a song that was played at the Isle Of Wight concert with The Band, issued as part of the deluxe edition of Another Self Portrait. Dylan is singing temp or dummy lyrics in this recording, made as part of The Basement Tapes in 1967 or thereabouts. We know from other songs laid down in the basement of Big Pink that Dylan often worked up songs this way, going for the sound of the overall song, the sound of the lyrics before wrestling them into a semblance of coherence (a process he hadn’t quite completed when he sang the song at the Isle Of Wight.) This violates the image many have of Dylan as a poet who sets texts to music. He is, rather, first and foremost, a songwriter — his lyrics follow his music as often as his music follows his words.
My sisters Libba and Anna rented a large house on Islesboro to accommodate some of the family members attending the wedding, but due to last-minute attendees (like myself) the place got seriously overcrowded, even with the blow-up mattresses some of us brought along. This only added to the hysterical fun of the occasion.
The table above became a hang-out for the smokers in residence.
Interlopers used it as a place to show off hats that were worn at the wedding, like this fetching number worn by my sister Lee and modeled by her son Harry. Without hats like this, weddings are not really weddings, in the classic sense.
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The wedding in Maine brought me together with all four of my sisters and my mom for the first time in many a moon. We are all barking mad, and tend to get even more lunatic as a group.
Above, my youngest sister Roe, on the left, helps my oldest sister Libba roll utensils in napkins for the rehearsal dinner Libba hosted with her husband Simon. There were a hundred guests, and Simon cooked all the main dishes, salmon and beef, himself. It was a grand success but stressful. We kept Libba from hysteria beforehand by making her laugh at really stupid jokes.
In the end, no one was seriously harmed by any of the cutlery.
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For a long time I would pull out Dylan’s album Self Portrait every few years and give it another listen, thinking, “I bet this is better than I remember it — I bet it’s a masterpiece waiting to be rediscovered.” It never was — it was just a quirky, interesting album from a quirky, interesting artist, with a lot of fine tracks and lot of less than fine tracks that didn’t quite add up to a coherent work.
I’ve just listened to it again, in the remastered version included in the deluxe edition of the new Dylan box set Another Self Portrait, which collects a bunch of songs from the Self Portrait sessions, outtakes and stripped-down versions of songs on the album, before the overdubs that were added for the commercial release.
After hearing Another Self Portrait, Self Portrait feels different to me now, because I can see where it came from — an experiment in reinvention by an artist who had reached several dead ends in his short career. Some of the dead ends were masterpieces, like Blonde On Blonde, which couldn’t be repeated, some were experiments, like John Wesley Harding and Nashville Skyline, which didn’t get Dylan quite where he wanted to go.
Once you stop expecting coherence from Self Portrait, the album takes flight, in its very incoherence, in the earnestness of the restless search it represents. The vocal performances are consistently riveting, even when they fall short of what they’re aiming for. The song selection is fascinating, even if it doesn’t amount to a vision, much less a musical self portrait of Dylan.
It remains quirky and interesting, but is also brilliant in its way, and utterly delightful. It dismayed those who thought it might represent where Dylan had arrived, and might remain, in 1970, but Dylan never really arrives anywhere. He might stop in Carbondale, just to fuck with your mind — Carbondale! — but he keeps on going. His work is always about the next stop on the line.
Every time he reaches what just has to be the end of the tracks, he consults his ghostly railroad timetable and finds a forgotten spur line that leads him somewhere else. We couldn’t have been expected to trust in this in 1970, but now we know better — we know we can hop the Dylan freight anywhere and end up where we wanted to go all along, if we’d only known the way.
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When we arrived at Lincolnville, Maine to catch the ferry to Islesboro, where the weddding was taking place, we found my niece Keaton, sister of the groom, and her family waiting for the ferry we were to catch.
We had some good crab rolls from the restaurant by the ferry dock while we waited and were soon riding the waves of Penobscot Bay over to Islesboro. My family used to have a house on Islesboro, and we vacationed there many summers when I was a teen. It is a haunted island for me, and ghosts swirled around the festivities of the wedding, making for a complicated week of fun and melancholy.
Whenever Dylan played with The Band, magic happened. Sometimes it was rough and ragged magic — Robbie Robertson one famously said, “Dylan wanted us to play the songs, he didn’t want us to learn them” — but the roughness and raggedness, the energy exploding on the extreme edges of control, were essential parts of the magic.
Dylan played with The Band at the Isle Of Wight concert in 1969 and a remixed and remastered recording of the concert has just been released as part of the deluxe edition of the new Dylan box set Another Self Portrait. It’s absolutely astonishing.
It’s new evidence that The Band was the greatest back-up group of all time. When Dylan wants to rock out, as on “Highway 61”, The Band rocks him into the stratosphere. When he wants to be tender, as on “I’ll Be Your Baby Tonight”, The Band cradles him in sweet but never saccharine lyricism.
Dylan’s intellectualism could get a bit precious at times, but The Band always took him back to the roadhouses where the music he really loved was born. When Levon Helm adds his Arkansas howl to “Highway 61”, Dylan isn’t just referencing the legendary road anymore, he’s singing a song in a joint by the side of it. “I’ll Be Your Baby Tonight” is transformed from something dangerously close to a country ballad pastiche into a late-night bandstand salute to fucking.
But there is something deeper going on here. Dylan’s acoustic set shows us an artist striving for something new in his art — for a naked emotional commitment to his material which would transcend the hipster cool of Blonde On Blonde, the intellectual sang-froid of John Wesley Harding.
When he embraced a country idiom at the end of the latter album, and then made Nashville Skyline, he was moving in that direction, but he wore the country idiom like a mask. It wasn’t what he was really after. He got what he was after in his vocal for Lay, Lady, Lay in this concert — something beyond the crooner’s mellifluous tone and a country-music languor, something closer to what Sinatra had mastered, the ability to sing without a mask, as Dylan once described Sinatra’s gift.
This concert is the key to Self Portrait and its expanded version Another Self Portrait. It shows us what Dylan was searching for in the grab-bag of songs he recorded not long after the Isle Of Wight concert. Shedding one more layer of skin, he was looking for what lay behind the “protest” songs, the hipster songs, the pastiche songs. He wanted to perform music that smelled of beer joints, vibrated with genuine heartache, conversed on equal and intimate terms with the ghosts of the American past.
He found a bit of all that with The Band in this concert, every song of which is amazing on one level or another. It is simply, for all its raggedness, one of the greatest live rock recordings of all time.
. . . of my novella Circus.
Excellent read
This was my first time reading one of Lloyd’s stories and I can’t wait to read more from him. Surprised at how attached I was with the characters from such a quick read. Loved the depiction of the good and bad aspects of circus life, felt fair and honest. Hope this isn’t the only story of The Greenbaugh Majestic Circus.
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Review and book info here — Circus.