THE SMOKERS’ TABLE

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My sisters Libba and Anna rented a large house on Islesboro to accommodate some of the family members attending the wedding, but due to last-minute attendees (like myself) the place got seriously overcrowded, even with the blow-up mattresses some of us brought along. This only added to the hysterical fun of the occasion.

The table above became a hang-out for the smokers in residence.

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Interlopers used it as a place to show off hats that were worn at the wedding, like this fetching number worn by my sister Lee and modeled by her son Harry.  Without hats like this, weddings are not really weddings, in the classic sense.

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FAMILY

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The wedding in Maine brought me together with all four of my sisters and my mom for the first time in many a moon. We are all barking mad, and tend to get even more lunatic as a group.

Above, my youngest sister Roe, on the left, helps my oldest sister Libba roll utensils in napkins for the rehearsal dinner Libba hosted with her husband Simon. There were a hundred guests, and Simon cooked all the main dishes, salmon and beef, himself. It was a grand success but stressful. We kept Libba from hysteria beforehand by making her laugh at really stupid jokes.

In the end, no one was seriously harmed by any of the cutlery.

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SELF PORTRAIT

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For a long time I would pull out Dylan’s album Self Portrait every few years and give it another listen, thinking, “I bet this is better than I remember it — I bet it’s a masterpiece waiting to be rediscovered.” It never was — it was just a quirky, interesting album from a quirky, interesting artist, with a lot of fine tracks and lot of less than fine tracks that didn’t quite add up to a coherent work.

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I’ve just listened to it again, in the remastered version included in the deluxe edition of the new Dylan box set Another Self Portrait, which collects a bunch of songs from the Self Portrait sessions, outtakes and stripped-down versions of songs on the album, before the overdubs that were added for the commercial release.

After hearing Another Self Portrait, Self Portrait feels different to me now, because I can see where it came from — an experiment in reinvention by an artist who had reached several dead ends in his short career.  Some of the dead ends were masterpieces, like Blonde On Blonde, which couldn’t be repeated, some were experiments, like John Wesley Harding and Nashville Skyline, which didn’t get Dylan quite where he wanted to go.

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Once you stop expecting coherence from Self Portrait, the album takes flight, in its very incoherence, in the earnestness of the restless search it represents.  The vocal performances are consistently riveting, even when they fall short of what they’re aiming for.  The song selection is fascinating, even if it doesn’t amount to a vision, much less a musical self portrait of Dylan.

It remains quirky and interesting, but is also brilliant in its way, and utterly delightful.  It dismayed those who thought it might represent where Dylan had arrived, and might remain, in 1970, but Dylan never really arrives anywhere.  He might stop in Carbondale, just to fuck with your mind — Carbondale! — but he keeps on going.  His work is always about the next stop on the line.

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Every time he reaches what just has to be the end of the tracks, he consults his ghostly railroad timetable and finds a forgotten spur line that leads him somewhere else.  We couldn’t have been expected to trust in this in 1970, but now we know better — we know we can hop the Dylan freight anywhere and end up where we wanted to go all along, if we’d only known the way.

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BONFIRE

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As guests assembled from all points of the map, there was a bonfire and cook-out at the Islesboro town beach.  Above, my brother-in-law Pete enjoys a beverage at the picturesque locale.  My dad’s ashes were committed to the sea just off this beach.

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THE FERRY DOCK

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When we arrived at Lincolnville, Maine to catch the ferry to Islesboro, where the weddding was taking place, we found my niece Keaton, sister of the groom, and her family waiting for the ferry we were to catch.

We had some good crab rolls from the restaurant by the ferry dock while we waited and were soon riding the waves of Penobscot Bay over to Islesboro. My family used to have a house on Islesboro, and we vacationed there many summers when I was a teen. It is a haunted island for me, and ghosts swirled around the festivities of the wedding, making for a complicated week of fun and melancholy.

DYLAN AT THE ISLE OF WIGHT 1969

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Whenever Dylan played with The Band, magic happened. Sometimes it was rough and ragged magic — Robbie Robertson one famously said, “Dylan wanted us to play the songs, he didn’t want us to learn them” — but the roughness and raggedness, the energy exploding on the extreme edges of control, were essential parts of the magic.

Dylan played with The Band at the Isle Of Wight concert in 1969 and a remixed and remastered recording of the concert has just been released as part of the deluxe edition of the new Dylan box set Another Self Portrait.  It’s absolutely astonishing.

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It’s new evidence that The Band was the greatest back-up group of all time.  When Dylan wants to rock out, as on “Highway 61”, The Band rocks him into the stratosphere.  When he wants to be tender, as on “I’ll Be Your Baby Tonight”, The Band cradles him in sweet but never saccharine lyricism.

Dylan’s intellectualism could get a bit precious at times, but The Band always took him back to the roadhouses where the music he really loved was born.  When Levon Helm adds his Arkansas howl to “Highway 61”, Dylan isn’t just referencing the legendary road anymore, he’s singing a song in a joint by the side of it.  “I’ll Be Your Baby Tonight” is transformed from something dangerously close to a country ballad pastiche into a late-night bandstand salute to fucking.

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But there is something deeper going on here.  Dylan’s acoustic set shows us an artist striving for something new in his art — for a naked emotional commitment to his material which would transcend the hipster cool of Blonde On Blonde, the intellectual sang-froid of John Wesley Harding.

When he embraced a country idiom at the end of the latter album, and then made Nashville Skyline, he was moving in that direction, but he wore the country idiom like a mask.  It wasn’t what he was really after.  He got what he was after in his vocal for Lay, Lady, Lay in this concert — something beyond the crooner’s mellifluous tone and a country-music languor, something closer to what Sinatra had mastered, the ability to sing without a mask, as Dylan once described Sinatra’s gift.

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This concert is the key to Self Portrait and its expanded version Another Self Portrait.  It shows us what Dylan was searching for in the grab-bag of songs he recorded not long after the Isle Of Wight concert.  Shedding one more layer of skin, he was looking for what lay behind the “protest” songs, the hipster songs, the pastiche songs.  He wanted to perform music that smelled of beer joints, vibrated with genuine heartache, conversed on equal and intimate terms with the ghosts of the American past.

He found a bit of all that with The Band in this concert, every song of which is amazing on one level or another.  It is simply, for all its raggedness, one of the greatest live rock recordings of all time.

ANOTHER AMAZON CUSTOMER REVIEW

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Excellent read

This was my first time reading one of Lloyd’s stories and I can’t wait to read more from him. Surprised at how attached I was with the characters from such a quick read. Loved the depiction of the good and bad aspects of circus life, felt fair and honest. Hope this isn’t the only story of The Greenbaugh Majestic Circus.

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Review and book info here — Circus.

WAYPOINT

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My nephew Harry and I drove seven days to my sister Libba’s house in western New York, where we were joined by my sister Lee, Harry’s mom. We rested a day then headed up to Maine for the wedding of Libba’s son, my nephew Jason.

We broke the trip to Islesboro, the location of the wedding, in Portland, Maine, staying at a Howard Johnson’s motel which had a surprisingly good restaurant attached to it, where we ate surprisingly excellent lobster rolls — one of the unexpected roadside treats we encountered, mostly by chance.

I was thoroughly hammered by this point and sorely in need of an unexpected treat.

HARRY AND I AT GETTYSBURG

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On our epic 3000-mile drive from Las Vegas to Maine for a family wedding, my nephew Harry and I stopped for a night and half a day at the Gettysburg battlefield in Pennsylvania, where I fulfilled a longstanding ambition (dating from when I was 10) to walk the route of Pickett’s Charge. Above, I pose at the North Carolina monument, where Lee’s Tar Heel troops assembled for the start of the charge. Below, Harry poses in front of the monument.

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It’s about a mile from Seminary Ridge, the location of the Confederate line, to Cemetery Ridge, the location of the Union line.  The distant tree to the left of Harry in the picture below is located at what became know as The Angle, a crook in the fence that ran along the front of the Union position.

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This was where the Confederate troops were meant to converge, but very few of them made it that far, and only a handful of Virginians broke through the line of Union riflemen behind the fence to the line of cannon beyond, where they were slaughtered.  Below, I take a cigarette break under that tree at the site of The Angle.

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The route of the charge looked long from Seminary Ridge, but we traversed in hardly any time at all.  On the afternoon of 3 July 1863, it must have seemed like the longest mile any men had ever been asked to walk.

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